Raccoonsun-She/Her
21 Moons
PURRKS
Rapid Recovery-Inactive
Monkey's Paw-
Permanent
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Raccoonsun heard Rowanmane speak, but it took her a moment to actually...
hear him speak.
She only gave a small nod.
She felt a little bit of contact too, but she didn't acknowledge it.
This was a lot at once.
Very...
very little of these memories are positive.
She straightens herself where she stands, trying to not seem meek, a habit that has suddenly returned to her, but her ears stay flat and her eyes stay wide.
Her mother.
That's the most prominent thing in these memories.
Raccoonsun is fully aware why she had the name she once had now.
The way Raccoonsun, who was called
Nameless at the time, was raised.
To hate clans.
But she couldn't.
She remembers when she was lied to, that her father was dead.
Ironic, with where she ended up.
And then there's the part where she ran away.
In a storm.
Who knows what happened too... everyone else.
But she knows what happened to her.
She hit her head on that stupid rock, and her memories where shoved away.
Why now?
Why so sudden?
She finally turns to look at her... her dad.
The memories of him feel more vague.
It was a long time ago.
And it's jarring.
Being told someone's dead, getting use to that, losing your memories, meeting that cat again, being told what really happened, and then the past is thrown onto you again.
But... the memories having a dad, much more positive, even if it was short-lasted.
But it's definitely outweighed by the negative.
She feels...
She feels
small.
Words finally come out again, quiet and nervous.
Weak.
"... I don't like this."
The way they came back... it gives her some sort of
paranoia.
So suddenly and abruptly, forcing her to remember who she was just some moons ago.
She almost wishes they would go away again.
@
Rowan
Re: "Memory? Back!"[P]
