Bluetdream
Gender
Non binary (AFAB)
Personality
Innocent, timid, gentle, shy, lonely, dreamy, lazy, anxious, clingy, weepy, oblivious, melancholic
Bluetdream is...an interesting individual to say the least. A rather reclusive member of shadowclan with an air of shyness to them. They are rarely caught in the public eye and spend most of their days lounging and napping in a comfortable, yet isolated little corner in camp, dreaming of all things imaginable and more. That is where they got their namesake after all. A title they hold very dear to them as they do all their few possessions.
As shy as they are, Bluetdream is far from unfriendly, in fact they are wonderful company when given the chance, chatting pleasantly of nothing in particular, listening to all doubts and worries and just generally having a fun and relaxing time is the ideal interaction for them. They aim bring a little bit of sunshine into the dark lives of cats whenever they can, whether it be through cuddles (warning this cat is a total cuddle bug), an ear to listen or just generally distracting one from the horrors and tragedies of life however they can.
Unfortunately, their quiet nature and timid attitude prevent them from making any lasting connections leaving a deep sense of loneliness within them. Even though they are not a jealous creature in general, they often find themselves envying the relationships and close bonds the average cat is blessed with. So, it’s no surprise they often hold and air of melancholy to them, making what could appear to be a cordial companion a dreary clanmate not worth spoiling the mood for.
As a result of this sad predicament, Bluetdream tends to heavily cling to any connections they are blessed to make, worsening their appearance as a needy cry-baby. Once they are even acknowledged they will follow that cat and stick close to them in any weather. This could be seen as endearing at first but having a constant worry wart sticking to you like a burr becomes old and Bluetdream is once more left to their loneliness all over again and so the cycle continues.
This all leaves Bluetdream in quite a bad state. They don’t mean to be so possessive; they truly don’t mean any harm but how can you fix your ways if you’re not even aware of them? They have always lacked a certain sense of awareness; their innocence has always remained mostly unchanged. Malicious is never a word to describe them they are just...oblivious!
WIP
Re: Pretend Like It's The First Time [F]
