SHADEPAW: AGATHA KITTY (ACTIVE)
There was a word for the place your soul was in a place that was not good but not bad. It reflected thr state of mind and well being of the cat. A limbo, it was called.
That was were Shadepaw's thought seemed to stray all the time during her moments to herself. Her slow training. The progression of those around her. Being left behind. She couldn't blame Nighthound, couldn't place Dawnstar, couldn't blame anyone but herself. It made her claws curl into the ground, holding onto the dirt that was her anchor. A limbo. A place where Starclan and the Dark Forest connected; there was only one cat she knew that never made it into either.
She was acutely aware of her name being called in a gruff voice. Short, flat tones, no nonsense. She got up out of instinct, trying to locate the cat whose voice had summoned her. Houndhunter?
Right, training. She made it to the warrior's side, noting with absenmindedness that her brother had been called to. She peered at him, a small light in her eyes brightening for a moment as she recognized him. She offered him a small nod, but said nothing. She nearly shivered again. That scar that distorted his face... it haunted her nightmates. She looked away as Dogpaw greeted Starrypaw. All the greetings for the not-sister, the cold shoulder to the one he was actually related to. Her claws itched and burned.
Starrypaw's shrillness voiced her concern, and it made her uncharacteristically annoyed at the apprentice. "No, Starrypaw," she said a little flatly, though her tone was not unkind or different from the one she normally spoke in. . "Some cats are just born with different eyes. No one's goin' around taking eyes from other cats."
She kept quiet on the walk to the Heartland, noticing her surroundings more. That skill seemed to pick itself into her brain more often; she noticed all kinds of details. Like the small moss on the trees, the little animal tracks in the dirt. It was her safe place, now.
She stood quietly as Houndhunter told them they'd begin with hunting. Starrypaw piped up, which made Dogpaw stare questioning at the younger of the three, while shoot a glance at Shadepaw. The white apprentice looked away and said nothing. She had remembered the first time Elmshadow had taught them to hunt. She remembered it all.
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