the stars still shine for you [p]

[taillow]

Fawnlight - Former RiverClan Medicine Cat
She/they | 16 moons [at death] | No purrks

She had meant to bring them both here, both the young cats who she had kept an eye on for awhile. But with Minkpaw gone, and Fawnlight unsure how to reach cats who didn't dwell in RiverClan... she was at a loss. It was something she had been trying hard to get down, first with her kits. She knew at least Snowpaw was alive, but the she-cat traveled outside the Clan's borders, and it was like there was an invisible wall put up, one that the former medicine cat couldn't get over no matter how hard she tried.

But Cobwebpaw... she was still in RiverClan. Whether that was just for now or permanent, Fawnlight didn't know. But she didn't want to let another second go by without pulling the young cat into a dream. Because she knew - she understood. The heartache Cobwebpaw must be feeling, the way her dreams must've been shattered. The former medicine cat had felt the very same feeling when her position had been taken from her. She didn't know how to fix it, or even if she could - but she was sure as hell going to try.

Sitting beside the stream that ran past her little alcove, flowers blooming in the thick of the forever greenleaf that sprung up around her, Fawnlight waited patiently with a soft smile for Cobwebpaw to materialize before her. Around them a warm, gentle breeze would billow past, offering warmth to any living souls that appeared.

[ Cobwebpaw - @sillycreatur ]

[sillycreatur]

cobwebpaw

purrks ; the collector , herbal knowledge t2
she/they . rc . 15 moons . one lame leg
tags ; @taillow
trigger warnings for this post: none

cobwebpaw's paws landed in soft green grass. it was warm, a gentle breeze softly ruffling her fur. somehow, she felt at peace. a soft smile crossed her face as she noticed the cat she had seen at the gathering. ' hi. uh.. fawnlight, right? ' cobwebpaw meowed quietly, not wanting to disturb the perfect calm that encompassed the alcove.

[taillow]

FAWNLIGHT
she/her | former riverclan medicine cat | starclan spirit

A warm smile spread across her face. Fawnlight was pretty sure no one in the Clan remembered her - outside of a few faces, and her beloved found family. She didn't mind it much though; she had never really wanted any fame or "popularity" where that all was concerned. "Yes, that's right. And you must be Cobwebpaw." Her voice remained gentle as she gestured with her tail for the young cat to come sit beside her. "I hope it's alright I've brought you here. This is StarClan, and this place... well, it's my own little corner I've carved out." It was clear to tell; the small little den, the stream they sat in front of, the bountiful herbs that sprouted up all around them. Flowers lined the entrance to her den, all beautiful and vibrant in color.

"I wanted to see how you were doing. I know... that the decision that was made today must've been difficult for you." Settling down onto the warm grass, the former medicine cat turned her soft blue gaze to Cobwebpaw. "...And this is a safe space. You're welcome to tell me how you're truly feeling about everything." She hoped that this dream would be a space where the young she-cat would be able to get everything out.

Part of Fawnlight saw herself in Cobwebpaw. The fear, the uncertainty, the worry that she was doing something wrong. It had plagued her for the first several moons she had been appointed as RiverClan's medicine cat. A decision made by the stars, yes, and one that she wouldn't take back for the world... but her thoughts on it were different now that she had grown up a bit.

[ Cobwebpaw - @sillycreatur ]

[sillycreatur]

purrks ; the collector , herbal knowledge t2
15 moons . one lame leg
tags ; @taillow - fawnlight [ oops take 2 ]
trigger warnings for this post: none

cobwebpaw swished her tail, hesitantly padding over to sit next to fawnlight. she was a little uncomfortable, however. talking to a starclan cat was not something she was super duper used to, even though she had had quite a few starclan dreams. despite being almost the same age, she was a little bit intimidated by the former medicine cat. her paws softly sunk into the grass, and she settled down.

' yeah. i'm cobwebpaw. thank you for taking me here- it's really nice.. and. well. it's really really nice to not be in riverclan for a little bit. ' cobwebpaw exhaled, a small sob letting itself out in the sigh. her eyes flashed with painful memories and her ears flattened, then slowly raised up again. ' a lot of stuff has been happening. and i'm just.. exhausted. tired. sad. i've been working for moons on maybe, possibly, even being a medicine cat. and then.. dreams. pew. ' she mimed an exploding noise. ' dreams.. crushed. you know, i'm not mad at you, or at mistyshard. but misty didn't even choose me. '

cobwebpaw's voice broke. ' i wasn't deserving anyways. that's why minkpaw left me. i really- really didn't want her to leave me. we were best friends. we- we still are, best friends. i haven't seen her since she left me.. though. left our clan, that is. ' she snuck a glance at fawnlight, not wanting to be a bother as she spoke.