i'm not okay (i promise) [ srp ]

[finley !!]

general trigger warnings ; famililal neglect, child abuse, ableism, emotional and physical abuse, anxiety attack/panic attack, dissociative episode, ptsd and ptsd flashbacks, and murder of a parent/patricide.

please heed these warnings and proceed with caution.

[finley !!]

c o b w e b f e r n ┆ ☆

she / they . 22 moons . riverclan mca

a very scarred, grey fluffy bengal with a missing back right leg. she has fluffs of white and darker grey fur.
purrks ; herbal knowledge tier two, the collector | formatting creds to wolfie <3 | lesbian/sapphic + demigirl

trigger warning ; this character frequently talks and thinks about past abuse, panic attacks, anxiety, and depression. interact with care <3

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it was a nice day. most of the days had been nice, so far. cobwebfern was taking a short solo walk in the forest on one of the last days it would be warm for a while, basking in the sunlight as it dappled through the overarching trees. she paused by a quietly burbling stream for a minute, sitting down and laying her head upon her paws. it was a slow, quiet day back at camp, but for some reason everything had just been far Too Much and she had had to get out. she inhaled and exhaled slowly, dipping her head into the stream and lapping up some water. it was peaceful. she was happy.

until she felt the sharp gash of claws at her neck and the smell of metallic blood burbling from wounds.

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" i was nothing before, so i couldn't have asked to be born . "

[finley !!]

[ R E D A C T E D ] ┆ ☆

he / him . 65 moons . outsider

a very scarred, hulking grey fluffy tabby with white ears and paws. he is unusually giant.
formatting creds to wolfie <3 | cobwebfern’s father.

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his claws sunk satisfyingly into his daughter's neck. he grabbed and gripped his claws in tightly, a good enough of a hold to whip his betrayal of a daughter around and stare her in the eyes. ' you can run, little duckling, but you can't hide. ' his words dripped with venom, and he grinned, the teeth that had been used to kill that little friend of hers wide and gleaming. he found it funny, the way she screamed and sobbed, the way her wide blue eyes- those eyes came from him, they shared the same blue eyes- looked tortured and terrified.

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" the debt i owe, gotta sell my soul, cause i can't say no, no, i can't say no . "