A million dreams keep me awake [p]

[Beaan]

Antlerbranch
tw; self hate

He hated this, he hated being miserable. But most of all, he hated being mad at Wisteriawren. What happened to the warrior who would do anything for his clan? He was reduced to a moping log because he couldn't take a heartbreak. he really was pathetic. He needed to fix it. Just because he had to close his heart doesn't mean he can't make amends. The brown tom, still not bothering to fix his messy, matted fur. He looked around the clearing, eyes dull, but lit up when he spotted the gray she. He trotted over, taking a big breath before speaking. "Hey, fluffs? oh uh, Is it okay if I call you fluffs again? Wait, getting off track. I was uh, wondering if you wanted to go flower picking? I promise its not gonna be like last time hopefully a-and uh the flower ya gave me wilted and i-i was wondering if you could pick out another one a-and i-i could get one for you and uh.. stars i'm a mess," he stammered out, pelt hot with embarrassment. He wasn't like this before. Plus, he didn't even like the warrior in that way anymore! stars, why can't he just act normal for once? "I-I mean i completely understand if not a-after what happened and i-i uh understand if you hate me n i-i can go if you want," he sputtered out. Get a hold of yourself, antlerbranch! This isn't another baneberry. I don't have to worry, fluffs is nice. he told himself, trying to regain his composure. It was like he was a mess in front of everyone these days, but he couldn't tell, given the limited interactions hes had with his clanmates, although it was his own fault he never wanted to talk with them.

[ @Rose - the promised interaction, take your time when responding jhdfgh ]