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TanghuluCat
(sorry for the late response )
-cw:sadness,grief,self hatred?-
The white and tabby warrior looked around sniffing the air a slight trace of sunny was carried by the wind, his nose followed the scent and just as his head turned to the scent willowfrost called his name. the warrior hobbled over as quick as he could he opened his maw seeing blond fur tufts mixed with another more red tinted blond fur. the warrior growled darting forward "
There was a struggle some fox heart took her." . Oh when he could lay his claws on whoever cat napped sunny would pay he didn't care what he did to them they would pay. he followed the scent quickly stopping to where the scent faded "
Tree rats..." he snarled slashing at the dirt sniffing around not able to find her scent anymore he let out a loud angry growl that linger a sadness.
She was gone wasn't she? his heart sank in his chest, why would someone take her? she didn't deserve to be taken but why in Starclan did some fox dung rouge have to take her?...He had felt pain before God damnit he had been close to death but why did this hurt so much more? it felt as if a dog and just ripped him to shreds as hot tears grew in his eyes he wanted to sob he wanted to smell her but she was gone. he loved her so so much but he didn't even get a chance to tell her why he didn't, he just tell her? he felt so stupid he felt so bad. Risingstorm's vision grew blurry as salty tears fell down his face as he tried to breath he let out a hiccup his body shook with grief he didn't know she was dead or still alive but it still hurt so much.
He tried to stand but his legs were too shaky to even push off the ground oh Starclan why him? he lost family before he lost his mother and dovefluff but why was losing sunny so much more painful he just laid there not able to move. He was a warrior for crying out loud he felt like a kit, yet here he was sobbing on a patrol he felt alone even with willowfrost right there with him. he tried to breath but was met with another wave grief she couldn't be gone right? no she wasn't gone she couldn't be ... was this how orange blossom felt when ever he found out Springlight had died? no no sunny wasn't dead she couldn't be there was no blood not like when they found Springlight fight with the owl all he knew there was blood. even with no blood he felt like she was dead gone forever yet he didn't know he didn't know what took her or where they took her. risingstorm sat up slightly tears still flowing down his face but not as heavy, his breath was still shaky but he had calmed down "
... he opened is maw to speak but no sound came out. he tried again "
L-lets-ss g-go tel-l wolfhivve..." he didn't want so say it he didn't want to say she was gone but she was she was gone.