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Originally Posted by Goopysharkboi
[THIS POST IS OPEN. TW: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
TRAUMA, DEPRESSION.]
Moonpaw slowly padded in, went to her den and just lay there, quietly begging Starclan for it not to be true. Her ears were flat against her head as she thought of how much time she and Crowglow had spent together as friends and how close they had become, and her eyes filled with tears as she reminisced of how he promised to protect her from any harm that came her way. She closed her eyes and softly began to try and sleep, but guilt and anger kept creeping into her thoughts.
this is all my fault...
I should have stopped him...
He's gone because I was too small to stop him...
I should join him...
I deserve to be killed for what I let him do...
I'm a coward and a fool and I'm sure Grimpaw will never like nor trust me for this...
He promised to protect me... how can he do that from Starclan..?
This is my punishment for joining a clan, isn't it..?
why would I let him die like this..?
Those thoughts wouldn't stop crowding her head and eventually she just lay there feeling mad at herself and wishing Crowglow had stayed behind. |
Bravekit came slowly padding over, ears twitching as he sat himself down beside her.
"Hey, whats wrong..?" He meowed lightly, tail gently swishing as concern filled his voice. "I saw you leaving the meeting just now, why are you sad..?" He was both clueless and determined to help.
Re: RiverClan Apprentices' Den
