i can hear a lonely operator on the phone [ p ]

[finley !!]

c o b w e b f e r n ┆ ☆

she / they . 22 moons . riverclan mca

a very scarred, grey fluffy bengal with a missing back right leg. she has fluffs of white and darker grey fur.
purrks ; herbal knowledge tier two, the collector | formatting creds to wolfie <3 | lesbian/sapphic + demigirl

trigger warning ; this character frequently talks and thinks about past abuse, panic attacks, anxiety, and depression. interact with care <3

└> . . . @squidz - berryshine :3 literally so sorry this took years. myeh

cobwebfern shuffled on her paws, eyes sparking with concern as berryshine looked a bit more concerned. stars damnit, she shouldn't have talked about mistyshard.. it was too soon, too soon to talk about the.. well, gone, ex-medicine cat.. cobweb shook off the awkward moment and tension in the room, then dipped her head at the acknowledgement of fawnlight. ' no, fawn's really sweet. we- we only met once, but she was very kind do me.. has she talked to you recently? she hasn't visited in a while.. and i don't know how to pull others into dreams like some of the folks i've heard of can.. '

she sometimes wished she could. like how eaglepaw had brought her into a dream, she'd love to do that with anyone, anytime. ahem. anyways. learning. right. she cleared her throat, flicking her tail and focusing a bit more on berryshine instead on whatever weird tangent her brain was leading itself on. cobwebfern let herself fall quiet, starting to switch her aforementioned brain into what she liked to dub "learn mode."

celandine, chew, eyesight, trickle into eyes.. okay.. goldenro- her thoughts were interrupted by a loud sneeze, sniffing her nose and laughing as berryshine reacted to the goldenrod. ' you okay, berries? ' cobwebfern managed to ask through giggles, envisioning little-berry sticking her nose straight into a sneezy herb in front of fawnlight. right, chew it into a poultice, good for cleaning wounds. dandelion, painkiller, not as good as poppy seeds, unfortunately, but it would do in a pinch.

cobwebfern shuddered to think of a time- again- in which they'd need to pull out all the herbs to heal again. her mind flashed to the couple of battles she'd been in... sigh. ' i don't know if i can teach you anything more.. you know a lot more than i do.. ' for a second, she was stricken by the utter fear of being less than on the healing front. she didn't want to be dumb, she didn't want to be back to that tiny 'paw who didn't know how to heal herself or stay alive at all.

' but.. uh.. i can try? '

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" i was nothing before, so i couldn't have asked to be born . "