RiverClan Apprentices' Den - Page 198

**Bugabaddie** · #**1971** October 5th, 2024, 03:18 AM

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Originally Posted by Goopysharkboi

[THIS POST IS OPEN. TW: SUICIDAL THOUGHTS
TRAUMA, DEPRESSION.]
Moonpaw slowly padded in, went to her den and just lay there, quietly begging Starclan for it not to be true. Her ears were flat against her head as she thought of how much time she and Crowglow had spent together as friends and how close they had become, and her eyes filled with tears as she reminisced of how he promised to protect her from any harm that came her way. She closed her eyes and softly began to try and sleep, but guilt and anger kept creeping into her thoughts.
this is all my fault...
I should have stopped him...
He's gone because I was too small to stop him...
I should join him...
I deserve to be killed for what I let him do...
I'm a coward and a fool and I'm sure Grimpaw will never like nor trust me for this...
He promised to protect me... how can he do that from Starclan..?
This is my punishment for joining a clan, isn't it..?
why would I let him die like this..?
Those thoughts wouldn't stop crowding her head and eventually she just lay there feeling mad at herself and wishing Crowglow had stayed behind.

Bravekit came slowly padding over, ears twitching as he sat himself down beside her.
"Hey, whats wrong..?" He meowed lightly, tail gently swishing as concern filled his voice. "I saw you leaving the meeting just now, why are you sad..?" He was both clueless and determined to help.

**Goopysharkboi** · #**1972** October 5th, 2024, 11:20 AM

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Originally Posted by Bugabaddie

Bravekit came slowly padding over, ears twitching as he sat himself down beside her.
"Hey, whats wrong..?" He meowed lightly, tail gently swishing as concern filled his voice. "I saw you leaving the meeting just now, why are you sad..?" He was both clueless and determined to help.

"...hm..? Oh... just... sad. Crowglow and I were basically best friends. I'd tried to stop him from leaving camp but he wouldn't listen to me and he went and died for it." Moonpaw commented gently, ears low on her head.

**Cherry_Blossom** · #**1973** October 5th, 2024, 11:56 AM

Larkpaw was bored. She thought she should try to talk with some of the apprentices. She walk up to one. "Hello! I'm larkpaw." She grinned. @ChromeSpooky_Hwaa

**MangoBearGoGrr** · #**1974** October 5th, 2024, 12:03 PM

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Originally Posted by Blossom Cry

Larkpaw was bored. She thought she should try to talk with some of the apprentices. She walk up to one. "Hello! I'm larkpaw." She grinned. @ChromeSpooky_Hwaa

Daisypaw looked up from her gentle grooming. "Larkpaw's a cool name. I'm Daisypaw" She purred. The apprentice was smaller than her average age of 7 moons. she was shorter and a bit skinnier than the rest due to her condition. Although her condition sucked, bruises after bumping into things, fractured bones from landing to hard on her paws. Getting sick easily with the perk of getting rid of sickness swiftly. Daisypaw's condition had her unable to become a warrior, but not unable to hunt or care for her clan. This condition was unknown Daisypaw's older sisters, Willowtail and the medicine cat Berryshine. Most cats knew her as "The caretaker apprentice" or "Berryshine's little sister." In which she got much praise for her herb knowlage considering she spent her entire kit hood and then some in the medicine cats den, learning alongside her sister for fun. Daisypaw's uniquely lgith grey fur had black swirls along it, her bright blue eyes noticeable from miles away. Daisypaw was proud to be the clans first Caretaker.... but the heavy weight of the entire clans care, cleanliness and assistance weighed on the little apprentice. During her short time as a caretaker, she'd become a pro at cleaning nests properly, using slick techniques to slice moss into perfect dry piles. And the bruises on her paws and flank showed her secret fragilness.

**Cherry_Blossom** · #**1975** October 5th, 2024, 12:10 PM

"Thanks! I think Daisypaw is a beautiful name! I love collecting daises." Larkpaw responded. She beamed. She had heard that Daisypaw was Berryshines sister. She had a pretty big family herself. She always felt a bit responsible of taking care of her siblings. She loved them like anything, but they could get annoying. It felt nice talking to someone else other than her siblings. @ChromeSpooky_Hwaa

**MangoBearGoGrr** · #**1976** October 5th, 2024, 12:12 PM

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Originally Posted by Blossom Cry

"Thanks! I think Daisypaw is a beautiful name! I love collecting daises." Larkpaw responded. She beamed. She had heard that Daisypaw was Berryshines sister. She had a pretty big family herself. She always felt a bit responsible of taking care of her siblings. She loved them like anything, but they could get annoying. It felt nice talking to someone else other than her siblings. @ChromeSpooky_Hwaa

Daisypaw purred. "You do? That sounds fun and relaxing" Daisypaw beamed, "Lark is a pretty name as well!" Daisypaw mewed.

**Cherry_Blossom** · #**1977** October 5th, 2024, 12:15 PM

"Thanks again! You should come with me sometime." The thought of having someone else picking daises with Larkpaw made her happy. "It is fun and relaxing. I think you'd enjoy it." She purred. @ChromeSpooky_Hwaa

**MangoBearGoGrr** · #**1978** October 5th, 2024, 12:17 PM

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Originally Posted by Blossom Cry

"Thanks again! You should come with me sometime." The thought of having someone else picking daises with Larkpaw made her happy. "It is fun and relaxing. I think you'd enjoy it." She purred. @ChromeSpooky_Hwaa

Daisypaw's eyes lit up. "Really!? I'd love to go!"

**Cherry_Blossom** · #**1979** October 5th, 2024, 12:19 PM

"Yeah! You can come with me if you'd like too." Larkpaw purred. @ChromeSpooky_Hwaa

**MangoBearGoGrr** · #**1980** October 5th, 2024, 12:21 PM

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Originally Posted by Blossom Cry

"Yeah! You can come with me if you'd like too." Larkpaw purred. @ChromeSpooky_Hwaa

Daisypaw purred. "I'd love to! I've never been before."