Midnightpaw sat in the clearing, their tail swishing behind them against the ground, causing dirt to stir up. They looked up at the night sky, memorized by the beauty of the stars, well the stars they could see through the tree branches that surrounded the camp. Midnightpaw decided to stay out in the clearing a bit longer before heading towards the apprentice den.
☆*: .｡. o The Blind, The Broken, The Forgiving o .｡.:*☆
❧ Shadowclan Apprentice Snakes and sinners, smoke and mirrors
But why am I the one that has to pay?
She was just trying to enjoy the final days of the warm sun. Why. Why. Why was she here? The voice was so, so different. But the scent was the same. The same as the calm, peaceful days in the nursery. Oh how Duskpaw missed those days.
"I don't know why the hell you're here, Hawkkit, but i don't give a damn what you have to say. Not after you left me to suffer. Alone."
She spat at her sister's name, a bitter insult. She got to her paws, ears pinned. Duskpaw knew far better than to try anything. But if Hawkpaw tried something, she sure as hell would make sure it was in full view of onlookers. Just so her name would be cleared.
☆*: .｡. o The Blind, The Broken, The Forgiving o .｡.:*☆
❧ Shadowclan Apprentice Snakes and sinners, smoke and mirrors
But why am I the one that has to pay?
duskpaws reaction differing from what he knew from himself did little to throw him off course at first, he was even open to overlook the accusation of lying to her for the sake of calming her down. "if you calm down we can think about a solution" the medicine cat offered, continuing to offer the repetitive sound of calm breathing. besides sobbing and heavy rapid breathing from duskpaw, rookfire couldnt really guess much about her situation at all. he had no idea why she was even scream-crying in the first place and had approached her primarily in order to get her to stop making a scene and maybe move her feelings to the privacy of the medicine den or out of camp for a chat.
patience slowly but surely dwindling, his demeanor changed rapidly from trying to calm her with calm lilting words to more harsh tones and body language, finally reaching back to address the 'dont spew lies to me'. it wasnt necesarrily because he was mad or he had run out of patience, it was because he was getting upset with her unresponsive sympathy seeking behaviour, if she could scream at him she could very much talk to him like the adult she was supposed to be. "alright listen up, do not speak to me like that, youre far too old to act like a kit throwing a fit. its alright to be hurt by stuff, but it wont get better if youre just wailing about how unfair everythin' is, get off your ass and work for the change ya want ta' see happen." he rattled off, bits of venom snaking into his otherwise relatively calm yet sharp edged words. dramatically rolling his eyes at her mention of 'only having dawny left'. "i doubt dawnstar would think very highly of you screamin' at one of her medicine cats. get a grip and maybe you'll earn someone elses affection." he huffed, more or less done with this conversation, especially now that someone else had approached them. he stepped a tail length to the side, giving the other cat a sharp glance but keeping quiet otherwise.
Why was she screaming like a newborn? she didnt know she just... was. "You're right... I'm sorry, Rookfire. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being a burden. I'm sorry for yelling at you..."
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╔══ ≪ °❈° ≫ ══╗ Hawkpaw
Dilute tortoiseshell she-cat with forest green eyes
She/Her | 13 Moons| + every 15th | ShadowClan Apprentice | Has a huge personality; Ambitious and slightly narcissistic
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Hawkpaw froze.
Now look what you've done, you worthlessinconsiderate burden.
For the first time in moons, she felt her confident exterior falter. Her ears drooped, tail curling around her hind paws. She wanted to say something. SHE NEEDED TO SAY SOMETHING! Duskpaw was upset. Upset to a degree she may not even know. And it was all her fault, wasn't it?
She should never have left.
Her and her stupid ambition.
She did not know what happened while she was gone. But she figured a lot had hapened. She did not know what happened. Because she was gone. Because she left ShadowClan--left Duskpaw--for StarClan knows why. She expected no more than such a greeting when she returned. She just did not expect it to be from her own sister.
"I-" She tried to speak, but the only thing that came out of the pale tortoiseshell was a strangled noise that sounded nothing like how she was SUPPOSED to sound. A true warrior shouldn't stumble over their own words! What would she say, anyways? Duskpaw was already broken. Because of her. It was all her fault. All her fault, and she had nothing else to say except- "-I'm sorrry."
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