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PINE
#PineLoner
PURRKS: THE COLLECTER, SILK SPINNER, HERBAL KNOWLEDGE T1 // LONER

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>>> this post contains depression and possible suicidal idealation

A day.

A long, painful day he'd been wandering. He had no idea how close he was to dying, too exhausted to fix his own wounds and just hoping that he would be far enough away from ThunderClan territory that nobody would attack him. He'd thought about going to the cave from when he was just a kit, where he was raised, but that was so long ago. Was it even real? Was that just some delusion he made up? He didn't know. His vision was hazy, his frame was just matted and messy fur clinging to his bones when he finally saw some sort of shelter. The cold went right through him, and he just collapsed into the first place he saw and buried himself in some corner where nobody would ever find his body. His wound was probably infected at this point. He curled into a ball, shivering so much and whimpering almost. He missed Sproutfleck. He missed Mama. He missed Tawny. He missed Papa. His first dad. They used to all sleep together in a pile, their warmth huddled together. And then they weren't. One day, they were there, and then they weren't. He lost his home, and then the home he got afterwards was lost too. He missed being loved. Nobody cared about him anymore.

He would be forgotten.

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