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Originally Posted by yummyluc
Miesha's breath caught in her throat, partially caught off guard by the words. They weren't strange, no. The reason everyone called them wives was because of the way they acted towards each other, warm and romantic, like a true couple, though Miesha had never thought of it too deeply. It was a joke, light-hearted heckling over the way she and Luna were so sweet to one another, despite Miesha holding a large and intimidating authority and Luna being an energetic fireball that was ready to fight at any moment. A strange but balancing couple.
Couple. The very thought made Miesha chew on her lip. She'd been so busy thinking of the pair of them as friends-- best friends, that the idea of a romantic relationship had never occurred to her. She glanced down at the small girl in her arms, rubbing circles into her arm, trying to ignore the growing burn in her face. No. As much as Miesha knew Luna's, and her own, sexuality, there was no way Luna could think of them like that. Yes, to Miesha, a romantic relationship with Luna... would be nice. She couldn't admit any more than that to herself, but she couldn't expect Luna to feel the same way. They had been friends since as long as Miesha could remember, she couldn't ruin that with some silly fantasy. She hummed a tick of laughter.
"Ya tozhe tebya lyublyu," She murmured back, not so sure she wanted to get out of bed anymore. |
she knew the words were platonic, and she knew that they always would be. she didnt know why that didnt sit right. okay, well, she did. luna had always been honest with herself, especial when it came to feelings, but rarely did she act on them or even acknowledge them, letting them be pushed to the back of her mind until it was moments like this that made her heart flutter more and give the dorkiest smiles. moments like this where mie would hold her and theyd share all of the kisses they could share as friends without it being weird. it was only then, did she acknowledge them, the longing, making her feel so full yet so empty at the same time. it only made her headache worse when thinking to much about it,letting out a small huff and leaned on mie completely as while yes, she was a living heat source, was much cooler compared to how luna was feeling; both from being enviably flustered and sick. maybe it was just the five hour energies. yeah. even if they had nothing to do today until the morning when mie picked up her uniform, luna couldnt be bothered to leave bed, both confused from feelings that made her dizzy and a headache to top it off. she opened her mouth to say something, to say what was on her mind. she always had done that, been as blunt as she could be with people even if it hurt people and ruined relationships, its why miesha and her have always gotten along, there was always honesty between them. but this? she couldnt. she closed her mouth after a moment. no way she could tell her best friend of years that she was possibly feeling more then friend things at the moment while sitting in her lap.