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Originally Posted by Spiraling Snow
DNA chuckled as he took a seat. "Thanks.. ugh, I will get a lovey dovey nickname just to annoy you one day!" He declared. His eyes instantly darted to his finger. Seeing it made him queasy, like he was going to vomit. DNA couldn't handle much blood. Digging in his pockets to find a small bandage, just in case. He lean over, wrapping it around his finger. Even if it was just a cut, barely.. DNA still got queasy a little. "Of course." His voice was soft as he lean back into the seat. Taking a sip of the tea. He offered a goofy reassuring smile. Urging for him to speak. Their were something, a special trait DNA had. It was his eye color. It was a mix of brown and yellow; unsure of which it was. Usually it was referred to as yellow but it also had a brown tint. DNA couldn't lie; he loved his eye color. It made him a bit more... different even if he didn't want that. A good different.
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He smiles softly trying his hardest not to get lost in those golden like eyes of his than he takes a deep breath and speaks. “ I have sinned... I have been selfish, my body won’t listen to me, my heart holds no reason yet my mind still tries to speak truth... of what I am. What I have done. My lord... I’m no angel. Nor am I a man. I’m a beast, a monster beaten to kill and survive.... I killed over a thousand of your people... and I did it with pride and pure joy but now ... I feel guilt over it. My dreams now nightmares... I am slowly starting to feel pain and fear again because... because of you. “ now he was shaking a bit as he holds his hands together looking down “ ..... because of you... I’m scared... I’m hurting... I’m feeling things that I wish I can’t feel because I know... it’s not to be. A beast can’t be with a prince a loyal night or a beautiful princess is supposed to by your love ... not a ...” he trails off as he looks up eyes sad and almost holding back tears. “ I’m scared of what you would think of me when you find out more about me.... I’m hurting at the fact that you’re heart is too pure for me... and I’m afraid that if I touch it. I may end up making it... impure like I.... why am I feeling this way? Why am I worrying over you despite knowing that I don’t have a god damn chance in hell to .... “ tears slowly fall as he looks down “ make you mine and mine alone. I crave for your touch, your voice is the reason I live! Your eyes capture me everytime and everytime you smile at me... my mind goes blank and all I can really see is you.... DNA .... Gene. This beast has sinned, this beast has grown greedy... for this beast has... falling in love with you... and he can’t seem to get out..” he says shakingly as he looks as expected to get hit or something... he was expecting to be rejected