[graves]

Name:
Daypaw
Age:
19 moons
Appearance:
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Personality:
Day is more on the blunt side of things. They analyze things form a factual position,instead of thinking with feelings. They could be seen as a heartless cat for thinking this way,maybe not. They are snappy because they suffer from having serious nightmares for aslong as they could remember. These nightmares can range from the good ol kit ones, the more graphic detailed ones that could make you feel like you were actually there. These nightmares have shaped Day as a cat, going from pretty kind and fun loving to more serious and blunt, and cam be seen as grumpy and rude. The are often left tired from these nightmares, lacking sleep or not sleeping at all. They are rather sarcastic,and can complain a lot if they really tried. They have somewhat of a negative outlook on life, not looking at it as innocently as they once had as a kit. They felt like they have been through everything,the dreams can leave bruises and leave them feelings a numbing soreness where they had been hurt. They feel like it is torture for them, and has blamed Starclan for this. They used to have faith in Starclan, but that has deteriorated over time of these nightmares. Because of this they have developed a hatred for Starclan,and has lost faith. They believe that Starclan exists, but does not rely on them anymore. Besides their nightmares they are actually a pretty hard worker, and will strive to excel in the job they were given. They like being busy, it helps distract them from whats around them and their nightmares,what they have seen. To cats that dont know Day they might think they are rude and arrogant, trying to do everything themselves when sometimes they cant handle it. They arent one to ask for help, and declines it most of the time and keeps things to themselves. But they try and work hard in the end, despite things. They arent one to express their feelings often, keeping it in and bottled u with can cause explosive behavior at times. But they hold respect for a few cats, and to those cats they do show kindness in their own unique and weird way. They might not admit it, but they are pretty affectionate and do like the attention even if they cat like they dislike it. In summery, a cat who has nightmares and hates Starclan and acts like a grumpy old man.
PPD:
7. something im p sure
Roleplay Example:
Daypaw laid in the medicine cat den, curled in their own nest which was farther away from the others, resting near the herbs in a corner. It wasnt often Daypaw actually slept, seeing as they didnt want to sleep fro their nightmares you could see why. They were curled in a ball, paws tucked close and tail wrapped around their thin body. When sleeping, Daypaw looked like a different cat. All annoyance and anger was gone, and you could see how tired they actually were. They had a very sharp tongue, which made them look larger. like this, you could see Daypaw was actually very small. No bigger then a newly appointed apprentice , all curled up. They let out small huffs and the slept, ears twitching, body quivering. Oh right, the nightmares. The nightmares were often very vivid, left Daypaw trembling afterwards. Flashes of red and black could be seen in their mind, ribbons of blood streaming around their paws. What was the nightmare about this time? Well Daypaw didnt have the best self esteem, often hiding behind sharp insults to hide their insecurity, so it wasnt surprised that Daypaw was dreaming of themselves as a more..evil and twisted cat. To them, they were gross, their gender wasnt real, they were nothing. Just like Auttumpaw had said. Continuing with the dream, ribbons of blood pooled at Daypaws paws as they looked down at them with watering amber eyes, shouting and yowling for it to stop. Around them were dark tree, pitch black, and a blood red sky. All you could hear were the screeching birds, mocking, taunting the enby with insults. 'Selfish!' 'Worthless!' 'Mistake!'. Ahead of Daypaw they saw a single light hit the forest floor, and there laid their father. A large, dark ginger tome with amber eyes. Staring right at Daypaw. There laid a large gash in his chest, dew drips of blood pooling around it. Daypaw didnt have the best relationship with their mother, and didnt know their father very well seeing as he died when they were a kit. But it was the only thing of security from the cruel dream, to curl up like a kit under their parent so they could protect them from the big bad world. Daypaw ran to him, 'Moutianfog! Father!' But when Daypaw reached him, they were met with nothing but a starry figure of their father, wisping away. 'Whyd you let me go, Daughter?' Starclan had taken another thing from them.
Do you plan on taking any hiatuses/small vacations in the next couple of days?:
no
Anything else:
the reason im applying for this is because daypaw had almost lost their life during the flood, i feel like they would be reluctant to go and id add plot to their character, seeing their destroyed home and reliving what it was like, but the reason goldenstar couldve picked them is because since the territory is pretty destroyed/unsafe maybe they wanted their medcat with them incase ?