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Pink Orca!
Dovecloud let out a yowl of pain as she was continuously clawed, the queen hissed and landed a heavy blow on Gorsefeather's cheek, hoping to buy herself enough time to regain her conscious "You don't think I know that?! I never said I wanted you back, I never said I wanted to kill you!" she spat, her green eyes blazed with hatred "All I want, the whole reason as to why I'm even talking with you in the first place, Is so that maybe,
maybe, I can claw an apology out of you!" she spat, her tail lashed back and fourth and her bloodied silver fur rose in anger "I want an apology...for what you've done to me....for all the pain, hatred....all of these....evil, evil....emotions you've caused me to feel. I'm not the same warrior I was before the fire....You've changed me, and not in a good way. At first it was to make sure you wouldn't do the same thing to Lillypelt that you did to me....but...." the queen trailed off, and let out a sigh. The silver tabby stepped to the side and looked away from her former mate, her green orbs wavered with heartbrake and sadness "Hurry up and go....before I really do decide to kill you.....Singenight's calling...." she said, sadness dripped from her words as she dragged her green orbs back up to look at Gorsefeather.
Dovecloud let out a saddned chuckle "I don't know if you trust me...or believe me when I say this but....I promise to Protect Lillypelt, as well as your kits.....I know what it's like to loose both, and I wouldn't want that suffering to be passed down upon others." she said softly as she turned her gaze away from the deputy
'I'm such a mouse-brain....I guess I haven't really gotten rid of my feelings for him.' she thought as she let out a sigh and began to make her way back to the nursery, refusing to listen to what the deputy was going to say, and refusing to watch him leave her again
'I don't think I'd be able to take it if I watched him leave my life once more....for now, I must stay true to Gustflight.....and my kits.' she thought, her heart lurching as she remembered exactly who's kits they were
'huh...how Ironic.....I still love Gorsefeather....I gave birth to his kits....I love Gustflight....I gave birth to his kits.....I wonder who exactly they'll take after when they become warriors.' she thought as she risked a glance at the calico warrior, fresh tears streaming down her face as she watched, once more, her love walk away from her....no, no it was different this time, this time, they walked away from each other...this time, they were on equal terms, and knowing that, made the silver queens heart skip a beat.