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Originally Posted by alphypoin
Kyran swallowed dryly, taking a slow, shaky breath through his mouth as he parted his lips. Don't hesitate. Don't think. Jump. He shut his eyes. He dove.
An explosion went off in Kyran's head. His ears were ringing and he couldn't even hear himself breathe, his breath hitched and he felt himself finally relax after the whole intensity of the thing. He was seeing colours and he felt light headed, now everything was fading. The sky, the city, the apartment building. It was just him. Casper. The balcony. Everything seemed so perfect. He put his other hand, fingers trembling, on the other side of Casper's face, tilting his head and leaning in further. He was in so deep now. He couldn't remember where he was. All he knew was if his heart hadn't skipped a beat, it had certainly stopped. He held the kiss for a long time. It was sweet and genuine and heartfelt and passionate, and just so very, very, perfect. Every single drop of anxiety was drained from him and he just kept going for it, his and Casper's lips dancing in unison. It was a scene straight out of a story book, or a movie. |
Oh god. It was happening. He was stiff for a moment, taking the moment in. It all came piling in at once. The hand holding at the cafe, how his arms felt nice around him while they rode to the cliffside. The cliffeside. The falls. How close they were. The polaroid. The tree. The bedsharing. The van. How close they were in the van. How much better he felt around Kyran. How he didnt mind being called his boyfriend. How he made him feel safe. How he didnt stutter around him anymore. How genuine he was. He was Kyran, and thats all that Casper wanted. Nothing else. He kissed back with just as much passion, tilting his head. He couldnt help but smile into the kiss, it felt like fireworks were going off regarding physically. he didnt care. He slipped his other hand to match it other, both hands resting in the small of Kyrans back and locking themselves there.He could feel his trembling hands against his face. It only made it more real. Everything felt like it was on fire, his face, the tips of his ears along with the rest of him. He didnt care. It seemed to perfect, the city lights on the balcony. The pretty view(s). It seemed surreal. But he could still feel Kyrans lips on his and he was reminded of how real this was.